I AM SO SAD NOW~!THE CAMP IS CANCELED~!AAAAAAAA~~I WISH I COULD DIE~!I DONT WNT LAH`!U ALL KNOE HOW I WISH TO GO TO THAT CAMP`!THIS IS MY FIRST AND DE LAST CAMP LEH~!YYYYY~!Y CANCEL`!YISH~!STILL CANT BELIVE NOW~!HOPE IS JUST A NIGHT MARE..WHEN I WAKE UP TMR YIN XIN WILL TOLD ME IS JUST A LIE~!AND DE CAMP WILL STILL ON~!HOW WISH IT COULD BE LIKE THAT~!BUT BUT IS IMPOSSIBLE LIOA LAH~!EVEN MY BROTHER SCHOOL ANNOUNCE LIOA LEH~!DONT WANT~!!!!I RELI HATE TODAY LEH`!TODAY I WAS SO HIGH IN SCHOOL~!SO HIGH ABOUT DE CAMP~!AND NOW~!!!AAAAAAAAA~~~CRAZY~!I WANNA DIE LAH~!NO ONE KNOE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW~!NO ONE WILL KNOE~!I WNT TO CRY~~WHEN XINYIN TOLD ME AT PHYSICS TUTION,SHE TOLD ME NOT TO CRY~!THEN I CANT CONCENTRATE ON MY TUTION~!AAA~~I AM KEEP THINKING~!I WNT TO GO LAH~!U KNOE AFTER GET DE PERMISSION FROM MY DAD...I KEPT THINKING OF THE CAMP~!I WAS SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED AND ELATED~!Y WILL THIS HAPPEN~!I DONT WNT~!I CANT LET MYSELF COOL DOWN AT ALL~!YYY`~AFTER TUTION I DINT TALK`!DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING~!MY FIRST CAMP...JUST GONE LIKE THAT~!I DONT WNT~!BUT IT IS TRUTH~!IS TRUTH ALREADY~!LING EE~!IS REALITY~~STOP DREAMING LIAO~!


TODAY IS RELI MY UNLUCKY DAY~!I HATE TODAY~!RELI`!I HATE IT~!I DUNNO Y I BECOME SO EMO TODAY~!TMR STILL GOT BIO~!ARGH~!TODAY WENT I GET HOME,MY MOM SAID MY AMMA CANNOT TAHAN ANYMORE LIOA~!SHE GOIN TO PASS AWAY ANYTIME~!I CANT BELIVE IT~~I RELI CANT.....SHE HAD BEEN SUFFER FROM CANCER 4 A LONG TIME~!BUT I NEVER THINK THAT IT WILL COME TO THIS ONE DAY~!SO SAD~!YYYYYY~~TODAY JUST WAT HAPPEN ~!SO HAPPY AND HIGH IN SCHL~!THEN GET HOME AND WENT TO TUTION GOT NOTHING GOOD HAPPEN~!AAA`~YISH~!HATE IT......I HATE TODAY~!